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-Friday, December 29, 2006-

tonite..another gd fren of mine was there for me when im feeling confuse..sometimes i don't even noe wad is the reason to put mi in such a situation..maybe i jus haven grown up yet to understand everything..but those hu did walk pass those path before..will share with me their experience to reduce the chance for me to fall down on the same road again like wad they did before..im glad i'v them..esp those hu really care for me..=)

maybe i really need more concern...i dont need any fate guan xin anymore..and i really appracite those real kinda concern when someone is really za yi abt u..hahax..zoo keeper u are in the list na..mature thinking..thanks a lot..of cos not forgetting my dearest darling..siwei~~xD u are the most important one in my life..thanks for going through every sad and happy moments with me..im jus too glad to haf u ard..and tats when i really have to say..u'r the best gift i haf..hahax..and my dear 2030 too..u all are the ones tat i will spent my lifetime treasuring..

haix..maybe when im expecting too much, its the time when i'll get more disappointed..isit i put my target too high or isit i really din get wad i deserve?tis few days din get to go out..keep thinking of ren sheng dao li...hahax..as well as the ppl ard me..i see more dan wad i know le..getting to know wad i really need and want..tats wad my frens said i'd grown up a bit le..think in a matured way le..hahax..but maybe i did regret for understanding myself more..at least if i dont..i can still bluff my way though to tell myself to carry on like tis..but now i cant..but im still forcing myself to...isit it stupid to lie to myself?

maybe i needa cool down..to think of wad is worth for me..

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